should i go

It's been quite some time that i do not write. Lots of things have happened this year (at least for me, it's a lot). I don't know if i have succeeded or fail, in this life. I think i've made big mistakes. A lot. I need more than just a time to pause. I need to rearrange everything back from square again. It's the end of another episode. I am too afraid to start a new chapter. It will never be new anyway.

this don't even feel like falling..

the yin & yang of current weather

wanted to write about this yesterday, but can't get the right time (read: too lazy). yesterday morning, as i went out, it was kinda weird. the sun is really hot & bright. (no, not too late than usual too :D

Then, when i was on my way to work. as i drove,.. say it in this "different" direction, i saw scary views. the sky was really dark. it was an equal split, half dark, half really bright. and all the cars/ motors driving on my way (em, on their way) was all wet. looks really wet. i am the only dry vehicles in that road. (in that side of road). i don't think i should be proud writing this.

not far from there, after i get in the right direction, it started to rain. very heavy rain. guess weather nowadays are really unpredictable.

and that global warming & 2012 prediction thing is getting real now. nature around the world keep showing us many weird incidents now. it's scary. btw, it suddenly rains outside now. and the sun still shines.

note: picture above is not what i saw yesterday. hope could see something like that. (the scenery, not the storm).